I have been having some difficulty with being more positive as of late. My energy levels are low and my mood swing, whew, are quick and Vicious. How I am managing to keep it together at work is beyond me. It’s probably the repetitive actions of my job that are helping to keep me focused throughout the day, but when I get home, I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. The past few weeks, especially the last seven days have been a lot of deal with mentally, emotionally and physically.
I know there is light at the end of the tunnel, but why the tunnel have to be so long? I know there are more lessons for me to learn, and the race is not for the swift. I just pray I have the energy to see this through. I am tired.