Reading every article, watching every video, listening to every podcast, reading every self-help book. Trying to figure out how to better at something, blogging, living, not going crazy, anything. Then comes the attempts to execute every idea or word of advice and wondering, is this me? Will it work? Will I be seen as a carbon copy and imposter?
How do I get past this? Leap of faith or follow the instruction manual?
Workout, don’t work out. Eat better, binge. The never-ending cycle. See a new therapist, cancel all future appointments. Watching old reruns because it’s all predictable. Trapped in my head again tonight. Fun times.