Normally I try to be understanding and empathetic towards others, but I find myself incredibly annoyed tonight. I wanted to talk about my issues and seek advice from my friend, and before I could even start to explain how I was feeling, he started lecturing about how everyone is having problems, and it’s not just me. Like Sir, I’m not here for everyone else! I am not everyone else! Yes, we all have problems right now, but I am just trying to get help and advice with mine.
I want to feel guilty for feeling this way, but I just don’t right now. If I can’t help myself, how can I even begin to help others? I wanted an ear and advice, not a lecture. Then people wonder why I don’t open up about anything.
How can I feel so alone and want to talk to friends, then when I do talk to them, it is like why do I even bother?