My sister is at work, SO is home resting on his first day off in over a week, the curfew is still in effect, all my friends are watching TV and don’t feel like talking. And I’m alone on my couch. Watching old reruns and feeling so alone.
I used to appreciate my solitude, sometimes I still do, but lately, I find I struggle with it more. This sucks because then I want to either binge or drink or both. I need to find a healthy way to distract myself. Well either that or try to figure the root of lonely feelings. Guess I’ll just paint my toenails. A little pampering might help.