This week has been a wet one. My moods are flowing between depression and mellow.
It is cause for a lot of reflection. Why am I here? What is the next step? How do I keep the Christmas blues at bay this year and not have a breakdown every single day?
I’m sitting at my desk, and I don’t even feel motivated to do my work.
Most would think that a return to work means a return to financial security, but for me it hasn’t. Income goes towards clearing debts caused from being at home for months. And I still have to take care of necessities. My sister hasn’t returned to work yet, so keeping the household afloat is resting on my shoulders.
I just wonder when will things get better and what can I do now to make it easier?