I do not feel like doing anything today. I feel weighed down, lethargic, tired, moody, anxious, bleh, everything. I do not want to go to work. I do not want to get up and eat. I feel stuck and frustrated. If I could just get lost in the world of sleep, everything would be okay, or at least it feels that way, but I can’t.
Today, my depression wants to rule my body and my mind.
I having been fighting for day and weeks and months not to give in, but it’s siren call is very strong today and I just don’t know what to do about it. Actually I know, I just don’t have the energy.