My depression hit me with the one two punch today. Not sure if it’s the lack of sleep, or no regular eating schedule, or just PMS coming up, but I just suddenly felt down today.

This past month I have been trying to figure what I want to do with my life. Do I want to get serious about my work and career? Do I want to have a serious relationship? Do I want to be single and just explore my options?

I actually took a break from what I now know is a situationship. And I have a feeling I’m going to end it completely. We want different things.

I just wish I knew why I just feel so un motivated today. I wish I knew how to make it better.