One Two Punch

My depression hit me with the one two punch today. Not sure if it’s the lack of sleep, or no regular eating schedule, or just PMS coming up, but I just suddenly felt down today.

This past month I have been trying to figure what I want to do with my life. Do I want to get serious about my work and career? Do I want to have a serious relationship? Do I want to be single and just explore my options?

I actually took a break from what I now know is a situationship. And I have a feeling I’m going to end it completely. We want different things.

I just wish I knew why I just feel so un motivated today. I wish I knew how to make it better.

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