Blogmas Days 8 & 9: Some Kind of Permanently Exhausted Pigeon

With Christmas fast approaching the past couple days have been pretty busy at work. My inbox tray at work is overflowing, I have been listening to books and music but I don’t feel like I heard the words. So I cannot provide a good review of anything I listened to. I just need the white noise to help me focus on my work.

I am learning that as much as I work unsupervised, the background chatter in the office can be at times annoying, distracting and occasionally anxiety inducing. Today I have a break from it and will be working at a different branch which involves being outdoors and doing more basic tasks. A welcome break. However I am tired and really need a serious rest day, but that won’t happen for almost another week.

There is one bright spot in all of this. For the first time in years, I can listen to Christmas music and not dissolve into tears. I am actually okay most of the time. I won’t say I am full on festive, but I do feel like I can finally start to move forward. Only 15 days left to go and hopefully this feeling lasts.

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