Tomorrow I will be meeting my ex for lunch. He asked to meet with me because he will be travelling for a couple weeks, and if all goes well with his trip, he will be moving out of the country permanently.
I will be honest. I do not want to meet with him. He has a tendency to say things that hurt, and I know he still blames me for our relationship ending, but I still think I need to see him so I can get closure and say goodbye.
My best friend does not agree with my plan. I can’t blame him. But my ex has clearly moved on with his life, and as much as I don’t want to deal with the pain of seeing him again, I need to face this so I can move on.
Sad part is, I still love the bastard. I know I will always love him. However, our love just wasn’t supposed to be. In the end we were at two very different points in our life.
Hopefully tomorrow will finally bring an end to this story.